9:50 a.m. - 2003-05-28
I had a nightmare that I was visiting friends in another town, and my friends little 20 something brother confessed his undying love for me. (She doesn't have a little brother in real life). I turned him down ... too young. I drove him back to his house, and we got into a terrible accident. He was having seizures by the side of the road, and I was crying and saying I was sorry, and telling him everything would be OK. I tried calling 911 but my fingers wouldn't work, then when I did call it it was some store and not the emergency people. So, not only did I break his heart, I couldn't help him. Then a truck drove over us, we were between the wheels, unschmooshed, but it wouldn't move. Then I was in my apartment, but it wasn't the one I have now and I was having an anxiety attach about needing to wash the linens and clean the bathroom.
What a lousy end to a sleepless night. I wanna go home. I wanna lay on my couch and then clean my bathroom and clean my bed linens. The dream freaked me out. I need to clean!!!