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9:36 a.m. - 2004-01-08
cocks and cars
Much craziness at work these days. We are severely understaffed due to repeated downsizings. Projects are at eachother's necks competing for resources. Its ugly. I feel like I'm competing in a cock fight where one cock has to die for the other to win. Picture a set in a seedy basement in the middle of downtown Tijuana or something.

Did I mention that I really do not enjoy what I do? Anyone want to pay off my college debt then pay me a good salary to make good people happy? Wouldn't that be a dream?


I've been experiencing a bit of car envy. Lots of people around me are buying new ones with leather seats, cruise control, etc, etc. I'm jealous. But ole Bessy will just have to hang in there for 70, 000 miles or three years. Gotta pay off the mistakes I made in college ya know.

I'm hoping that in three years SUVs will be more economical on gas so I can get one without environmental guilt hanging over my head. Its sucks having a sense of responsibility, doesn't it?

By the way, yesterday was a snack free day. The first in years. Goodbye buddha! Baby steps...

I feel that I need an interim vacation between now and the cruise, with a massage to get me into relaxation mode. I don't relax easily. I have to be bodily forced to release tension. Any takers on that one?

Back to reality and the cock fights. Heh, heh. I said COCK. Heh, heh.


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