9:58 a.m. - 2004-10-18
If you don't know about crystals, this may mean nothing to you, but its really good stuff.
I slept with the rose quartz and amethyst crystals in my bed, and had the most inspiring dream about being on a ship (one I've never been on, but keep going back to in my dreams). I had fallen in love with a ship's mate and we got married. It wasn't anyone I'd ever seen before, but my mind often makes up images and people while sleeping.
When I had been on the ship before, I had been searching for something. I didn't know what, but I know it was him now.
Now, I know this may not come as a surprise to any of you (boys on ships and all), but I've never dreamt about being in love, and it was a tangible feeling when I woke. Something I've never felt before. I'm not read up on dream interpretation, but maybe this means that I'm getting myself ready for the real thing.
Last night I watch Girl with a Pearl Earing. It was one of the most beautiful movies I've ever seen.