3:55 p.m. - 2006-03-14
So does meditation. My Great Lakes Friend got me thinking about why I got sick so close to my trip. I've noticed a tendency to come down with sinus infections, flus, etc. around important events and holidays.
I believe that I have a fear of happiness and that it manifests itself in a self-defeating pattern of illness. Once I kicked that fear in the ass and told it where to go and that I was going to enjoy myself in Miami with a hot Caribbean man come hell or high phlem levels, I started getting better.
Funny how that happened, huh?
Two days from this moment, I will have been in Miami for 1.5 hours.