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10:24 p.m. - 2006-06-22 I bought the car today. The car payments are slightly more than my rent. I'm committed for 5 years. My vagabond way of life is going extinct. Because I am now financially tied to a bank. And although I am also tied to credit card banks, this seems more real. I guess because something could be taken away if I blow it. I can't just run off and live on a cruise ship now. That makes me sad. I keep wondering if I did the right thing. Is this in any possible way normal? Is this what other people feel when they buy a car, or a house? God I wish I weren't alone right now. I want to be panicking with someone. I'm sure I'll feel much better about this in the morning. Or maybe not. I miss my freedom.
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